WHERE TO NOW?

My last entry was November? WOW. Maybe I should stop playing computer games and get serious about life. Sorry it aint gonna happen. But being the procrastinator that I am I will make a New Years resolution to update this thing more often. It's only March, way to early to be thinking of New Years. By the way Happy Holidays. All I can say is that life don't stop. Not ever. My life, your life, it just keeps going. With or with out you. Today is the second day of getting on the computer with ease. What I mean by that is that this is the second day after my little devil/angel child moved out of the house and into her new life. Of course she may seem like an adult to the rest of the world but to me she is still my little baby waiting in front of her school for me to pick her up. She is still my little baby that can't eat pork because it would be an insult to Babe from the movie of the same name. The one who could do homework while listening to music, watching TV and talking on the phone all at the same time. The one who at the age of five promised daddy that she would never grow up. Who promised that nothing would be as important as being with daddy. And so it was true for so many years. But some promises are very hard to keep. My little baby became a beautiful grown-up lady. And although I know she still loves daddy very much, another has become very important to her in her life. So much so that she would go to the ends of the earth to be with him. Luckily, that far wasn't necessary. Where did she end up? What depressing place does she have to call home to live with her true love? Hawaii. The new Mr. & Mrs. must suffer thru constant sun,surf and sand. Meanwhile I sit in a very quiet house. A house that seems to heave in loneliness. After so many years of activities and friends, laughter and noise, it seems to be searching for its new identity. So am I. From a father who planned his schedule around the needs of his kids to a man with time on his hands I too search for the new direction my life will take. Until then do you think two days is enough time to past to go for a little visit? I've always heard that Hawaii is beautiful this time of year.